Friends who are letting you down...

Gahh! I was so excited for today, Kat* and I had decided to hang out and go to that Pottery-painting place downtown. We decided that I should call her when I was done working out up on base, so I did. But do you think she answered her phone? No! So I left her a message telling her to call me as soon as she got the message. After like 45 minutes I called again and just left my number, yes I was pretty eager to get in touch with her. All in all I think I called her 5 times in 3 hours without getting a hold of her. I finally gave up and decided to go home, pretty good idea for now (3 hours since the last call) she still haven't called me back! I love her I really do! But she's letting me down time after time! I can't do it anymore! Why does it have to be mine responsibility to plan stuff and try to figure out when we can get together, if she will let me down anyway? Next time I'll just prepare of getting let down, and not be excited. Doesn't that suck, or what?

And when I'm on this subject I just have to mention Romeo* and Micka*. We were pretty much best friends back home, or I've never really liked Romeo (who actually is a girl) and my first impression of Micka was not good at all. So maybe I should have ignored for the two years I've spent with them? If it could have been that easy! Of course it wasn't, we belonged to a clique of girls and I loved (and still love) the three other girls. So I was kind of stuck together with Micka and Romeo anyway. Micka has those terrible mood swings and expect everyone else to adapt to that, yeah right! Need to say that I finally got sick of it? Romeo is kind of special. You never really now if the things she tells you are true or not. I've heard so much crap from her, stuff that I've been able to prove wrong later... So yeah, I got sick of that too. Pretty nice then to just have to leave them for a year, but do you really think I got rid of them? Of course not, or actually, I never really heard anything from them, but from the other girls in the clique. I got mad at them and I was a whole ocean away from them! I can't imagine how horrible it was for my friends that actually had to see them every day in school. I pretty much had a panic attack one night and just needed someone to listen to me, so I started a chat with Micka and told her that everything said between the two of us had to stay there. But don't you think she tells Romeo about it all? Of course, and how could I know that? Two days after my chat with Micka I get an e-mail from Romeo with questions about the things I had told Micka. Needless to say that I haven't heard from them the past 3 months? Not that I'm complaining, I'm doing just perfect without them.

*To protect their identities. (And so they won't get who I'm talking about, hehe, so mostly to protect myself actually)