Oh crap! Now I just feel like crap! Just want to crawl up in my bed and cry, cry, and cry. Geez, this day that started out pretty amazing! I got a part in the Spring Play (Comedy of Errors) and was excited for that, but then on the way home from dance something happened. All my energy just disappeared and a little host sister in the back bugging me didn't do it better at all. I'm (sadly enough) getting used to her stupid questions one after another, even though I (or someone else) already answered it. She is so cute I must admit, or at least some days... Not today! I was already tired and didn't want to hear her little voice chattering in the backseat! Then we got home and I was pretty OK, I'm freaking good on hiding emotions now! (Like that's something to be proud of.) So anyway, both my little host sisters (fraternal twins) starts bugging me of my length! They are nine and like a head shorter than I, which is the subject of many, many conversations in this family. Don't get me wrong, I don't have any problem with being short(5'2"), actually I love it and taking advantage of it as much as I can. But to hear every other day small comments about my length is driving me insane! Can't they just let it go? Yes, they will be taller than I, but what is the advantage of that? And why the heck do they need to bug me about it?!
Right now I just want to call someone and just sit with the other person quiet in the other end, just sit and cry it all out. My little Helena would be perfect for this! One of the few persons that know everything about me, and I don't need to hide anything from her because I know that she won't judge me.
Why can't I have someone like Helena here right now?
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