Weight problems...

ARGH! So freaking annoying! I get crap all the time for what I eat (or more of what I don't eat) and my weight! It's driving me insane! I am not happy with the body I have, which makes all these comments even worse. I'm trying to just laugh it all off and I do, on the outside at least... Inside it's a different story, it cuts deep, very deep! And the next time someone comments on my weight it will come back to me... Just a few minutes ago my host mum tried to get my with her on a 5 miles run on those steep roads outside. Well, I shouldn't say that I don't like to run because I do, but when I decide to run and not on a road with steep hills, and I am not such a good runner and would probably die after the first hill! For prom she was freaking out 'cause I "couldn't fit into my dress", well it is strapless so it kind of have to sit tight! I work out about 2 times a week up at the gym at the AFB, I ride my pony almost every day, and if I can I walk to wherever I am going, I dance once a week. But that's not all, I'm going to start working out at the Y every other day during my long lunch. And I will hopefully through that loose a few pounds, like 15-20 pounds. And maybe, maybe people will stop complaining on my weight and what I eat...